I am not fond of change. Sometimes it’s exciting, sure. But mostly for me, it is uncomfortable and scary.
Hence, January is NOT my most favored month. It’s a new year. So I have to deal with the frustration of changing the year I write at the end of dates. I know, ridiculous, right? But really. It’s kind of annoying. And then in New York, it’s all winter-y, this year especially so, and there’s no vacation to look forward to, since Christmas and holiday hoopla is as far away as it will ever be. In recent years, I have found that I already miss my family/parents, which just sucks since I know that it will be a while until I’ll be able to see them again. Just like the sun.
This year has heaped on an ended relationship (hey, there, change!) as well as a tough work schedule, which has been a blessing as well as a frustration, since I’ve been distracted and had something to focus on.
On the flip side, we got a new roommate who I’ve gotten along with swimmingly (Sam), and I’ve gotten to feel somewhat comfortable with the Tisch alums, a group of which my roommates are a part, and that has been refreshing, as it’s one of the few times in years that I have felt a part of a social group. So that’s been nice. Kanye West has kept me upbeat about shit, which is kind of ironic since his lyrics are in some ways so depressing. But I have appreciated it–some upbeat, fun music for me to work to, and it’s really helped me focus on work. I. Love. Music. Sometimes I forget that.
I’ve been making some fun (for me) plans financially, saving money and figuring out how to use that effectively. Strangely exciting to me.
I’ve decided against the dog sitch, especially considering that a roommate (Jason) will be bringing his dog, Benny Bruce, to live with us in February (one more reason to be excited about this fantastic upcoming month!). I have no doubt that February will be cold. And as I say, January has certainly had some benefits, February can only get better. And I’m planning on going to the Dominican Republic at the end of the month, which just makes everything look sunnier! I am just psyched to get to February, and through this slush of a month. Also, the NY weather has just been so unforgiving. I’m sick of snow, and integrated testing (little work joke, there). It’s actually been a pretty productive month, and that’s awesome. I’m ready to move forward.
I am so grateful for all my friends all over the world though. One thing I’ve realized this month is how many awesome people I have in my life in some capacity. I’ve had some really wonderful conversations with my parents, despite their being far away, as well as with several other friends who are near and far. It is amazing how close I can feel to friends so far away.
Much love to you all!